- I am such a looser
- March 8th, 2010
I totally hate ma self god um a real failure all day I ate 1 banana n went to da gym den at dinner tym at about 8 pm I was so bored n I started binging!!! I binges about 600 calories I went n purged but um sure dat I didn get evrything out I really dunno what to do um starting to loose hope here tings r goin real bad wit me I gotta punish ma self I really have to I won't eat at least for da next 5 dayssss if I continued wot wr um doin I'll definetly gain weight nt loose!! I feel disgusted real awful I really wish if it cld b much easier i've no support at all um really loosin control here i really need to fast startin from tom !!!!!!!!